These are some of the things that I think about at work...10/22

So I actually wrote these on my lunch on 10/19 but kept forgetting my pad in my truck so without further interruption, some shit I wrote...

Code M
Laceration on my hand
Watched as the pool of blood collected in my palm
Watched it scab over
Washed it all away
Left an open wound
This wound is a portal
Portal into me
Within this wound you can see my thoughts,
My thoughts
My dreams
My wishes
My imagination
But I won't let you in








They see what I do
They watch my every move
They analyze me through my motion
Not my results
How I do it should never matter
Watch the results
Results are all that matter




Like Always
While pushing the carts
My skin brushes off
Onto these carts handles
Just specks of myself
Molecules of me
Speckles of my life
And
I wonder
How long will I stay there?
Will I have contact with another person?
Or will I just be brushed off
Like always
Always

Some of the things I think about at work...

So this sparked my interest...

So I'm probably gonna have people that don't agree with my position on this "delicate" subject that I am about to bring up. If you have an opinion go ahead and feel free to voice it. I won't hold it against you as long as you don't hold my opinion against me and it gets dropped here in this blog and doesn't affect our friendship or whatever we have between each other...

So I saw a bulletin post for Anti-Abortionists today. And it really upset me that people would feel the need to take away someone's choice to terminate. I personally am Pro-Abortion. I believe that as long as they terminate soon enough it is her own choice to rid herself of the child. I think that it isn't technically a living and breathing thing. It can't breath for itself, it can't eat for itself, it can't exactly care fo itself. It's brain and lungs are still in development when you are supposed to get an abortion so it of course isn't a full fledged human being and cannot voice it's objections. I, personally, wouldn't want the mother of my child to terminate but if she wanted to because she felt that she wasn't ready to go through with a pregnancy and birthing process then I would let her because it IS her choice and shouldn't catch any flak from anybody for stepping up and saying I am not responsible enough to handle a pregnancy/raising a child. People of course then say don't get pregnant but accidents do happen when on birth control or using a condom. I've even heard of it happening when the men "get fixed" so to speak or women get their tubes tied. It isn't always because you were irresponsible in the first place but you have to understand that drunken nights do happen and people just make bad judgments but that doesn't mean that they should be forced to be burdened with a child at a moment in their life that they don't want one. I think that's all I have on this for the moment.

On another note, I saw a shooting star last night and it was neat....

Things I thought about on 10/10

Ok, so I actually had today off but I feel like finally updating this shiznit mo'fucka...

So, on Sunday had a pretty fucked up thing happen. Guy, in a Ford Explorer was just chillin' behind is truck with the door kind of closed. And when I walked by I looked in to see what was goin' on in there and I saw to my astonishment that he had his daughter of about 3 or 4 just chillin' in the back on a toilet for kids takin' a piss. Now I seem to find this fucked up for a couple of reasons...Why make your child piss in a parking lot when there is a perfectly good bathroom in most stores. I seem to also find this to be bad parenting because you have your kid half naked in a busy parking lot. Another thing is that, that toilet can't be flushed. So do you dump the toilet in the parking lot or do you ride with piss in the back of your truck for the rest of the day. Choices that I will hopefully never had to make in my life because I hope to be a better parent than that.

It's lightning and thundering out. I am not a fan of those things...

I have found that I neither like to listen to or accept constructive criticism. I would rather that you yell at me it goes quicker and it's not masked in fucking fake nice voices that make me wanna punch you in the throat.

I think that's all I really got.

These are some of the things that I think about at work...

Starbucks

There is a Starbucks across the plaza from the Home Depot that I work at. I would just like to say that this has got to be the most ridiculous fucking store ever. I know that this is kind a horse that's been beat by many people before, but I figure that I shall now take my whacks at it as well. First off their sizes are just pretty fuckin' ballsy. Why make your own sizes. What's wrong with a Small, Medium, and Large. Who the fuck is at these board meetings that says, "Hey guys, can we just make up our own sizes, we'll sound sophisticated!" and they all agree. I just think it makes you seem like pompous fucking asshole pricks. Their pricing is out of control too. I don't know their actual prices because I refuse to shop at these fucking rididculous stores. That's where people will say, "Just don't shop there, and stop bitching." But, I would like to know why I would have a blog without being able to bitch about whatever I damn well feel like bitching about. Ok, I think that all Starbucks should be fucking burnt to the ground and the rich fucking yuppies who "...can't live without my Starbucks, like oh my GAWD!" should go with it, the world would be a fucking healthier and wealthier place without these fucks clutterings us up with all their stupid.

2 posts in one day, I'm feeling creative...

Osama is not the problem

I think that we, as American people, should be looking into the Chinese import problem a little more carefully. It's started out as children's toys with lead accidentally put into them. And if you look, you will notice that a lot of the food that comes from there isn't acctually inspected. It's just thrown into our markets for people such as yourself to buy and eat. Now people will try to debunk that they are not trying to launch a onslaught of terror onto the American people because they would just nuke us. But, seeing as they are so smart over there, they see that it would be stupid for them to just nuke us because that would just bring on war. We are naive enough in this country and blinded by the Iraq War in our government that we won't even think twice about bad sushi and lead filled toys. We will write it all off to errors with machinery or what not. But neigh I say because they are proven to be smarter people then us in all aspects of science and mathmatics so why would they have such a large fluke as all of this. What's next to come? All cars rigged with bombs to explode after a certain milage is hit? They could hit us in almost any vantage point they would like because they control almost all of our imports. They could potentially kill the adults, women and men, the children with the toys, our animals with chew toys and the likes. And we would just keep putting out recalls because we have a government that won't publicly take a stance on any matter at all one way or another. I'm not just talking about our current Village Idiot, GWB, but all of our upcoming candidates are flip-floppers on almost all discussions. Nobody can take a stance because they are afraid that they will hurt someones feelings, be politically incorrect, or step on some toes. Whomever lies to us all the best and tells us what we want to hear the most consistently will most likely be voted into office and they can then proceed to do as they like because we have absolutly no power to stop them at all. I really want to move up to Canada. It's no good here any longer. The American Dream is lost in my opinion.

Some of the things that I thought about on 10/03/07

So yesterday was Lot Attendant Anti-Appreciation Day and I got 2 projects at once as well as a MOD saying they were going to write me up for not doing my actually job instead of the projects issued by other managers. So what is a lot boy to do but get fucking bitched at from all angles. So I buttoned up and did all the fucking shit that had to be done with a lot of help from people that I think I can actually call friends at work. But, there were the fun moments Silver and I found a hawk that was exciting until it turned out to be a Grouse. But hey it was fun while it lasted.

I actually work with a guy by the name of Tony Kneecaps I figured I throw that out there because I find it fucking funny.

I woulld just like to say that people that park in the fire lane and put on their hazard lights are fucking assholes as well as fucking morons. Do they actually think that people are so naive that they will just let them pass thinking that their car broke down in such a convient parking type area. I think that the fire trucks would fucking mind when they come barelling in because the building is on fire.

I just used the word naive which I would like to point out to anyone who has never noticed before that Evian is naivE backwards, drink fucking tapwater like the rest of us normal people don't pay 3 dollars for a 20 ounce bottle because it comes from ancient fucking chinese prophet's ball sweat or whatever. Fucking douchebag rich fucks.

I would also like to point out that we have these bumper stickers that people put on their cars that is just a crossed out "W" now I'm about as Anti-Bush as the next Mother Fuckin' American but I think that we should grow some fuckin' testes and make real stickers with like a fuckin' picture of his face or all of his fucking initials. Why not GWB in there crossed out. Now I will come to the meat of why I think this. Now, pretend that you are a German immigrant coming over to America and you are just learning the language and simple shit so you have as much American history in you as about an American 1st grader. Now you are trying to learn all this and you see a W crossed out. My first thought would be that we no longer like the letter W in our country and trying to get rid of it. This would confuse me to no extent if I were this person. Can nobody else see my point on this. Maybe I'm just fucking insane. Oh well, this is why I should no longer be allowed out in the fucking parking lot.

I would also like to state I think that I would like my name to be Claude, but not until I am about 60 years old because Claude is a kickass old dude name and Zac isn't. Can't wait until then.

We have all the Ryobi "Green" tools set up in the store to play with and I fucking love that. Playing with toys is so much fun. That fuckin' drill is powerful as all hell...

I actually think that I had more to say but it got lost in the thought process for all the shit I actually did just type...

So this all stems from things that I think about while at work...